Again, I see how I just need to notice that everything is always and already God's will... Anything arising as this human self - the body, emotions, thoughts, choices, behavior, and anything arising as the wider world - other people, their behaviors, the landscape, the cityscape, what's in the news... It is all God's will, every bit of it. There was never any individual or personal will here, only the appearance of it, only a belief in an idea that made it appear so.
God's will = everything as having infinite causes = any manifested as local expressions of the movements of the totality