Layers
There are layers to our existence, from the absolute (spacious clarity) to various forms of relative expressions (phenomena).
Sometimes, all is great an all levels. Awareness is awakened to its own absolute aspect, and the small self is happy on all levels - in terms of health, relationships, work, etc.
Sometimes, it is a mix. Awareness is awakened to its own absolute aspect, and rests in its spacious, clear and blissful nature. But the small self is unhappy in terms of either or all of the areas mentioned above.
Sometimes is it pretty bad. Awareness is not awakened to its own nature, and the small self is suffering in any or all of the ways the small self can suffer.
It is all layers - and all combinations of bliss and suffering. And it is always fluid - always new. Existence is exploring itself in always new and rich ways.