Deeksha
We went to our interim deeksha group tonight. It seems that the deeksha effect for me has two aspects. One that works very specifically and locally around the body (first the head, then dropped down into the rest of the body with an emphasis on the heart area). And another that I experience as more generalized, such as samadhi, empty light, clarity and so on.
This time, it was different again. I experienced it as pouring out from space, at every point in space. There was no difference between inside and outside, up and down, and so on. And I also experience that there is no difference between body and spirit, emptiness and form. Specifically, there is a sense of clear golden light & space inseparable from the forms. They each are themselves, yet no different as well. Overall, there is a sense of recognition and coming home.